Now, isn't being the CEO enough? I run the house and enjoy it - maybe I'm just too good at it. I do want my brain to keep going, learning new things. It's just that some of the old ways haven't completely worked themselves out yet. For some reason I have a fear of driving - or rather, the fear is that I won't be able to get home. What's up with that? That's one of those things that I'm working on. I keep telling myself that its odd, yes, but that's okay. Sometimes life is odd. Isn't that what I tell my kids? That we aren't perfect and it's too hard on everyone else if we try to be. Just go with the flow. Dorie from Nemo kept reminding Marlin to "just keep swimming" as he ventured down into the dark water. And you know what? He got back just fine.
